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Post by Deleted on Aug 8, 2014 4:55:15 GMT -2
Soemtimes when something's on my mind, I'll ask Mom for some comfort. Half the time her response is "I don't know what to tell you". Wish she would just lie and come up with something.
Lately haven't heard from my Dad as much as I'd like. Mom 's told me I'll never have a close relationship with him as Jessie does. Don't always connect with Mom, and Dad who I connect more with isn't always there. Literally feel parentless at times.
Want full control of my life, and not be contolled by others. I'm 23 for god sakes, I have that right. I wanna be an artist. Was meant to do something important and inspirational.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 11, 2014 23:55:46 GMT -2
The Wrong Gender?
First off, wanna say up front that I'm not sad this time. Been feeling rather well lately. These thoughts do pop up here and there though.
As everyone here knows, I'm sexually attracted to woman (and a few men). And no I'd never have a sex change, I'm proud of who I am. Though has anyone felt they'd be more compatible as someone else entirely?
Honestly, I'd rather be female at times. And I know you guys are accepting, but society as a whole is opressive to men wearing make up and skirts. Granted, I'd never do that. Except make up (everyone knows I love eye liner and polish). But if it were a different world, I'd go crazy lol.
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Post by Rikki Jo on Sept 12, 2014 7:32:58 GMT -2
Soemtimes when something's on my mind, I'll ask Mom for some comfort. Half the time her response is "I don't know what to tell you". Wish she would just lie and come up with something. Lately haven't heard from my Dad as much as I'd like. Mom 's told me I'll never have a close relationship with him as Jessie does. Don't always connect with Mom, and Dad who I connect more with isn't always there. Literally feel parentless at times. Want full control of my life, and not be contolled by others. I'm 23 for god sakes, I have that right. I wanna be an artist. Was meant to do something important and inspirational. I can relate... My mom is the same way. I connect more with my dad too, and I usually would turn to him for some consolation and advice. It's your life, and you can do whatever you like, and don't give a damn about others trying to control what you do. Every adult has the right to have full control of his/her own life, and should never let anyone else control it. Remember Colin, you can always come to us too, anytime you need some comfort and advice. We're always here for you. |
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Post by Rikki Jo on Sept 12, 2014 7:58:27 GMT -2
The Wrong Gender? First off, wanna say up front that I'm not sad this time. Been feeling rather well lately. These thoughts do pop up here and there though. As everyone here knows, I'm sexually attracted to woman (and a few men). And no I'd never have a sex change, I'm proud of who I am. Though has anyone felt they'd be more compatible as someone else entirely? Honestly, I'd rather be female at times. And I know you guys are accepting, but society as a whole is opressive to men wearing make up and skirts. Granted, I'd never do that. Except make up (everyone knows I love eye liner and polish). But if it were a different world, I'd go crazy lol. I can relate to this too... I'm sexually attracted to males, and also a few females.. "And no I'd never have a sex change, I'm proud of who I am." ~ Same with me. I like to wear men's clothing sometimes. And I don't like to wear a lot of makeup, just eyeliner. |
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Post by SprouseBrosFan321 on Sept 12, 2014 8:26:11 GMT -2
The Wrong Gender? First off, wanna say up front that I'm not sad this time. Been feeling rather well lately. These thoughts do pop up here and there though. As everyone here knows, I'm sexually attracted to woman (and a few men). And no I'd never have a sex change, I'm proud of who I am. Though has anyone felt they'd be more compatible as someone else entirely? Honestly, I'd rather be female at times. And I know you guys are accepting, but society as a whole is opressive to men wearing make up and skirts. Granted, I'd never do that. Except make up (everyone knows I love eye liner and polish). But if it were a different world, I'd go crazy lol. I can relate to you Colin. I'd rather be a guy. That's why I kind of like "guy stuff", and often wear shirts for men and no makeup at all. Guess that's easier than wearing women's clothing as a man in public, but there's still people who judge you. Back in elementary school, nearly all of my friends were males. I felt like I could relate to them more. The girls thought I was weird.  ha Anyways, you should always be yourself and try not to give a fuck about the judgements, even when it's hard not to. |
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Post by Deleted on Sept 12, 2014 10:10:31 GMT -2
The Wrong Gender? First off, wanna say up front that I'm not sad this time. Been feeling rather well lately. These thoughts do pop up here and there though. As everyone here knows, I'm sexually attracted to woman (and a few men). And no I'd never have a sex change, I'm proud of who I am. Though has anyone felt they'd be more compatible as someone else entirely? Honestly, I'd rather be female at times. And I know you guys are accepting, but society as a whole is opressive to men wearing make up and skirts. Granted, I'd never do that. Except make up (everyone knows I love eye liner and polish). But if it were a different world, I'd go crazy lol. I think I might be more compatible if I was straight, or feminine as a gay guy. It might sound stereotypical, but most my characteristics are masculine, and it's a bit awkward to be gay, like throwing a wrench into a perfectly developed identity. I wouldn't want to be a lady though, because I love having a penis too much.  Sometimes I think you might be a little bit transsexual, Colin. Maybe it's less about you biological make up, and more about the role you'd like to play.  I've worn makeup, women clothes, panties, bras, skirts. I was curious at one point. My X boyfriend dressed in drag sometimes, and I didn't mind it at all.  |
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Post by Deleted on Sept 12, 2014 10:17:24 GMT -2
The Wrong Gender? First off, wanna say up front that I'm not sad this time. Been feeling rather well lately. These thoughts do pop up here and there though. As everyone here knows, I'm sexually attracted to woman (and a few men). And no I'd never have a sex change, I'm proud of who I am. Though has anyone felt they'd be more compatible as someone else entirely? Honestly, I'd rather be female at times. And I know you guys are accepting, but society as a whole is opressive to men wearing make up and skirts. Granted, I'd never do that. Except make up (everyone knows I love eye liner and polish). But if it were a different world, I'd go crazy lol. I can relate to you Colin. I'd rather be a guy. That's why I kind of like "guy stuff", and often wear shirts for men and no makeup at all. Guess that's easier than wearing women's clothing as a man in public, but there's still people who judge you. Back in elementary school, nearly all of my friends were males. I felt like I could relate to them more. The girls thought I was weird. ha Anyways, you should always be yourself and try not to give a fuck about the judgements, even when it's hard not to. You're my cute little gay bottom.  |
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Post by Deleted on Sept 12, 2014 10:35:42 GMT -2
I can relate to you Colin. I'd rather be a guy. That's why I kind of like "guy stuff", and often wear shirts for men and no makeup at all. Guess that's easier than wearing women's clothing as a man in public, but there's still people who judge you. Back in elementary school, nearly all of my friends were males. I felt like I could relate to them more. The girls thought I was weird. ha Anyways, you should always be yourself and try not to give a fuck about the judgements, even when it's hard not to. You're my cute little gay bottom. ha ha! Your nasty lol |
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Post by Deleted on Sept 12, 2014 11:31:46 GMT -2
You're my cute little gay bottom. ha ha! Your nasty lol Why? |
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Post by Deleted on Sept 12, 2014 11:32:27 GMT -2
ha ha! Your nasty lol Why? You know why! lol |
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Post by Deleted on Sept 12, 2014 11:34:32 GMT -2
ha ha! Your nasty lol Why? Wait didn't you call me "Cute little gay bottom"? I'm so confused today! lol |
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Post by Deleted on Sept 12, 2014 13:53:39 GMT -2
The Wrong Gender? First off, wanna say up front that I'm not sad this time. Been feeling rather well lately. These thoughts do pop up here and there though. As everyone here knows, I'm sexually attracted to woman (and a few men). And no I'd never have a sex change, I'm proud of who I am. Though has anyone felt they'd be more compatible as someone else entirely? Honestly, I'd rather be female at times. And I know you guys are accepting, but society as a whole is opressive to men wearing make up and skirts. Granted, I'd never do that. Except make up (everyone knows I love eye liner and polish). But if it were a different world, I'd go crazy lol. I can relate to you Colin. I'd rather be a guy. That's why I kind of like "guy stuff", and often wear shirts for men and no makeup at all. Guess that's easier than wearing women's clothing as a man in public, but there's still people who judge you. Back in elementary school, nearly all of my friends were males. I felt like I could relate to them more. The girls thought I was weird. ha Anyways, you should always be yourself and try not to give a fuck about the judgements, even when it's hard not to. Same here. In elementary, most my friends were girls. Loved to play dolls and all that shit. Btw, I think a chick who's into guy stuff is awesome. In fact, that's probably a turn on for guys. lol |
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Post by Deleted on Sept 13, 2014 3:31:42 GMT -2
Wait didn't you call me "Cute little gay bottom"? I'm so confused today! lol Only if you want to be. ha |
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Post by Deleted on Sept 13, 2014 3:32:58 GMT -2
Wait didn't you call me "Cute little gay bottom"? I'm so confused today! lol Only if you want to be. ha you know that answer! |
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Post by Stimpy on Sept 13, 2014 9:00:16 GMT -2
The Wrong Gender? First off, wanna say up front that I'm not sad this time. Been feeling rather well lately. These thoughts do pop up here and there though. As everyone here knows, I'm sexually attracted to woman (and a few men). And no I'd never have a sex change, I'm proud of who I am. Though has anyone felt they'd be more compatible as someone else entirely? Honestly, I'd rather be female at times. And I know you guys are accepting, but society as a whole is opressive to men wearing make up and skirts. Granted, I'd never do that. Except make up (everyone knows I love eye liner and polish). But if it were a different world, I'd go crazy lol. I'm glad you've been feeling well. ... There was a point in my life where I felt more like a girl. Although I was only about 10 at the time and I've felt more boyish for most of my life. I didn't know you wore make up. I think that's cool. There shouldn't be anything wrong with guys wearing make up and dressing up. Too many people people think that men aren't supposed to pretty. |
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Post by Rikki Jo on Sept 13, 2014 11:20:31 GMT -2
I can relate to you Colin. I'd rather be a guy. That's why I kind of like "guy stuff", and often wear shirts for men and no makeup at all. Guess that's easier than wearing women's clothing as a man in public, but there's still people who judge you. Back in elementary school, nearly all of my friends were males. I felt like I could relate to them more. The girls thought I was weird. ha Anyways, you should always be yourself and try not to give a fuck about the judgements, even when it's hard not to. Same here. In elementary, most my friends were girls. Loved to play dolls and all that shit. Btw, I think a chick who's into guy stuff is awesome. In fact, that's probably a turn on for guys. lol I know I've told you guys that I used to play with dolls when I was little.. I didn't play with only dolls, I also played with action figures. And I also enjoyed playing video games. |
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Post by Deleted on Sept 13, 2014 12:15:50 GMT -2
The Wrong Gender? First off, wanna say up front that I'm not sad this time. Been feeling rather well lately. These thoughts do pop up here and there though. As everyone here knows, I'm sexually attracted to woman (and a few men). And no I'd never have a sex change, I'm proud of who I am. Though has anyone felt they'd be more compatible as someone else entirely? Honestly, I'd rather be female at times. And I know you guys are accepting, but society as a whole is opressive to men wearing make up and skirts. Granted, I'd never do that. Except make up (everyone knows I love eye liner and polish). But if it were a different world, I'd go crazy lol. I'm glad you've been feeling well. ... There was a point in my life where I felt more like a girl. Although I was only about 10 at the time and I've felt more boyish for most of my life. I didn't know you wore make up. I think that's cool. There shouldn't be anything wrong with guys wearing make up and dressing up. Too many people people think that men aren't supposed to pretty. well my Dad actually did the same thing my age so I feel less ashamed. He wore black polish and eye liner because of his Rocky/gothic personality |
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Post by Deleted on Sept 13, 2014 13:13:31 GMT -2
The Wrong Gender? First off, wanna say up front that I'm not sad this time. Been feeling rather well lately. These thoughts do pop up here and there though. As everyone here knows, I'm sexually attracted to woman (and a few men). And no I'd never have a sex change, I'm proud of who I am. Though has anyone felt they'd be more compatible as someone else entirely? Honestly, I'd rather be female at times. And I know you guys are accepting, but society as a whole is opressive to men wearing make up and skirts. Granted, I'd never do that. Except make up (everyone knows I love eye liner and polish). But if it were a different world, I'd go crazy lol. I am heterosexual, but as I said ... sometimes also have felt me strongly attracted by some girls, not all we are equal, that's the beauty of this world if we were all the same it would be a tremendous monotony ... we each have our differences, but ... we all have the same rights, and is live peacefully and happily with our beliefs and way of being ... When I was growing had a gay neighbor, he loved a Spanish singer "Miguel Bose", he loved to dress in long skirts, wearing makeup as his favorite singer, and I saw him as my hero, I loved that sweet guy, that always had a look and a pleasant word for me, and always made me smile with his follies and his beautiful way of being ... Colin, you have that to be yourself, because is what that makes you happy.  |
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Post by Rikki Jo on Sept 13, 2014 13:28:24 GMT -2
The Wrong Gender? First off, wanna say up front that I'm not sad this time. Been feeling rather well lately. These thoughts do pop up here and there though. As everyone here knows, I'm sexually attracted to woman (and a few men). And no I'd never have a sex change, I'm proud of who I am. Though has anyone felt they'd be more compatible as someone else entirely? Honestly, I'd rather be female at times. And I know you guys are accepting, but society as a whole is opressive to men wearing make up and skirts. Granted, I'd never do that. Except make up (everyone knows I love eye liner and polish). But if it were a different world, I'd go crazy lol. I can relate to this too... I'm sexually attracted to males, and also a few females.. "And no I'd never have a sex change, I'm proud of who I am." ~ Same with me. I like to wear men's clothing sometimes. And I don't like to wear a lot of makeup, just eyeliner. I've meant to also say that sometimes I feel more like a guy. You're never alone, Colin. Remember that. |
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Post by Rikki Jo on Sept 13, 2014 13:37:41 GMT -2
I agree with the others... You should always be yourself and try not to give a damn about anyone judging you. Every person should have the right to do whatever makes them happy. And it should be okay for guys to get into girls' stuff, and for girls' to get into guys' stuff too.
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