Always remember guys, life is precious. Even if you live 3 months, try enjoy what little time you have. Had to face a harsh reality this morning. Went to check up on my baby and she's still too small. Not only that, she's probably gonna die. Instead of talking a risk, decided to choose another one. Mom held her one last time, yet I refused to say goodbye because it hurts too much. I wish I had though, because I fell in love with her. And as a result, Im paying the price of guilt.